There comes a time when I have to lose the quixotic attitude I have concerning my employment. My capricious ways are exhausting. I know without a doubt this new opportunity is something I need to pursue.
I have spent my entire career in the same health system, and in order to continue to grow, it is time for me to branch out. Yeah, I am scared of going to a new place. New doctors, new patients, new EMR. Then, I remember how lovely the block schedule is going to be. 7- 10 days off at a time. Wow! I am going to have more time to devote to writing, and I just bought a new camera. I want to learn photography.
After spending all these years focused so intently on my career, I have decided I need more. I need to be a whole person. I owe it to myself.
Change is scary. I am leaving my support system at work. I always know who to seek out for advice. They have made a nice work family for me, and I am going to miss them terribly.
Nothing great ever happens if you do not take a chance.
I am going to spend the next two weekends seeing friends and Mudder Buddies. There are a lot of June babies in our group, and I can’t wait to celebrate with them. I never dreamed it would take me 35 years to get some courage. Concerts and Barbecues. It is gonna be fantastic. I think we are meeting up to go hiking with some Tough Mudder Dallas peeps.
Life is an adventure. May as well explore the possibilities.
The Accidental Boxer 
Change is always scary. Fear is what makes us stop. Just ride with the fear. Good luck. x
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I’m excited. And scared. And happy. And hopeful. Terrified. Lol. So many feelings.
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