Maybe it is just growing apart. Cross country relationships are hard to maintain.
My life is completely up in the air these days. I do not know what my future holds, and I am not even entirely sure of my goals. I have been totally wrapped up in myself, and I hurt my best friend.
She is the person I chose to be my family. She is my person.
I suppose I took it all for granted. I made mistakes, and they cannot be undone.
It is hard to be human. It is hard to maintain relationships. It takes effort. If you stop making the other person a priority in your life, the relationship can fade away.
Some of this is my fault. I doubt it is all my fault though. I have no hard feelings, I am just sad.
All of that said, here is the most important part. If you need me, I am here.