Sometimes in life we make mistakes. We inadvertently say things that are hurtful, or we forget about the important people in our lives.
Maybe it is just growing apart. Cross country relationships are hard to maintain.
My life is completely up in the air these days. I do not know what my future holds, and I am not even entirely sure of my goals. I have been totally wrapped up in myself, and I hurt my best friend.
She is the person I chose to be my family. She is my person.
I suppose I took it all for granted. I made mistakes, and they cannot be undone.
It is hard to be human. It is hard to maintain relationships. It takes effort. If you stop making the other person a priority in your life, the relationship can fade away.
Some of this is my fault. I doubt it is all my fault though. I have no hard feelings, I am just sad.
All of that said, here is the most important part. If you need me, I am here.